April 2010
154 posts
Anonymous asked: Ever think if you were nicer to people they might like you better?
March 2010
110 posts
For the record I have no plans on doing myself in, at least not today. It’s cloudy out and this place is a mess. I don’t want to die in a mess, it’s far too symbolic.
I’ll be fine if I can keep my mouth shut. That’s the problem.
listening to "Fade to Black - Metallica (studio... →
The song fits my mood more than I care to admit. There’s a lot of hurt going on and I think if I were a weaker person I would’ve given in by now.
Fuck you and your sister in Amsterdam
Today was one of those days where every customer I dealt with was a fucking moron. I mean that in the nicest way possible as they were all nice to me but dumb as rocks. The first person of the day kept me for an hour to herself, made me do extra work (that is coming out of my pay, as I was NOT made aware of new pricing as of two minutes after she walked in), and talked the entire time so I could...
Metallica- Mercyful Fate →
I will never forget listening to this song so loud my ears bled that summer a long time ago. I miss having studio status headphones. I also miss having the time to myself to listen.
I’m in a stabby stabby mood. You’re saying things I know you don’t want to say because you love the attention. I want to believe you aren’t a whore but you’re proving me wrong every day. Call me when you’re crying because you’ve been fucked over again. Call me, suicidal, because you’ve learned you’re being used. Wait… don’t.
I used...
ripslich asked: when you say "this helps me keep my job" as you post auctions for lingerie on twitter.
what kind of job could you possibly be doing?
what kind of job could you possibly be doing?
Make it interesting. My boredom knows no bounds. →
Just words.
I feel the need to write on nothing in particular. Topical fluff irks me but anything deeper looks painful at this point. I like posting pretty pictures because it alleviates the pressure to write and truly introspect. I need to stop doing that as much but I’m afraid my writings are mere ramblings, nonsensical madness or come off as self pity.
Self pity and regret are two things I refuse to...
#GetToKnowAClkwrkStarfish The Long Version
140 characters isn’t always enough to tell a story so here goes:
When I was 2 I tried to kill my brother. True fucking story. He was a newborn and my mom thought it was a great idea to have her two year old watch her 2 month old. 5 minutes later she walks in to me smothering the boy with a pillow.
Go figure.
about 9 months later I tried to choke him out with a cord while he was in his...
ripslich asked: have you ever been to houston? did the sheriff bust you? and take you downtown?
Ask away... I need to feel productive. →
Anonymous asked: Why are you so hard on yourself. You are so beautiful!
listening to "Go With The Flow - Queens of The... →
I can’t wash you off my skin…
words remind me of someone.
Depressed? who me!?
Anonymous asked: What are you scared of ?
Here let me fix that for you.
I hate that the slightest bit of computer knowledge automatically makes you a god amongst the technological illiterate. Windows problems? I’m your girl. Mac? Oh sure, yeah I can fix that. PS3 troubles? Just ask Starfish. What in the hell? Okay, yeah. I know a LOT when it comes to fixing computers, Windows based, as that has been my most experienced situation. Other shit, not so much. I...
This is now the BEST thing EVER. →
random.
I’m not sure if this looks more like a homocide or a suicide. Victoria votes suicide, but I’m sure she’s wrong. I vote we leave before we are found, Victoria thinks we have time. As much as I love this girl, sometimes I don’t think she thinks through things all the way. “Vic, baby, we need to get running before someone figures out something’s wrong.”...
listening to "Out Of Reach - Voltaire (with... →
your words can’t hurt me, I’m out tonight.
xytrex asked: Fire or ice?
Anonymous asked: What is the weirdest song in your music collection?
