Giving up the birthday countdown. I just don’t care anymore.
Shut your cheesecake hole.
listening to "Static-X - New Pain" →
I was going to write this really dark and scathing piece about why I hate mothers day. I’ve decided to just say, “fuck it, I’m out”.
As one of the founding members of the Perpetually Broke club, this is just a heads up that I probably won’t be around too much in the near future. My internet access will probably be cut in the next few days as I haven’t had the money to pay them for like two months now. I’m hoping to have it all resolved quickly, as currently twitter/tumblr/somethingawful are my few means of...
Now that I’ve sat around in my underwear all day, I’ve just realized I have to be out of the house in ten minutes.
Anonymous asked: Invisible for a day, where would you go - NOT SEXUAL!!! *Richmac* Can't be bothered to sign in .
To those guessing the colour of my soul, the correct answer is purple.
Anonymous asked: Another day older and deeper in debt x
Anonymous asked: What colour underwear are you not wearing today?? X
Anonymous asked: How much wood could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood chuck????
The clock is mocking me. I thought we had become pretty good friends but today he ticks forward quickly then stops suddenly and slows to a crawl. If work undulates like this I think I’ll be seasick. I’m already sort of half way there. I’m trying to muster the energy for the worlds quickest shower. A pick me up, at least the hope of one. Cold water hurts so bad it feels good. It...
A Short Story...
iamnotdiddy: She was a vegan. He was a cannibal. They fell in love. She said, “I want you to eat me out.” He was confused, but, in the name of love, he did. Her funeral was nice.
I’d post photos of some fire play practice if I didn’t hate the way I looked in every single one of them.
I collapsed this morning. Nobody else seems concerned so I’m pretending not to be. The bruises on my shoulder and hip say otherwise. I was only out for maybe a couple seconds, enough though. I’ve never fainted before in my life. I’ve been out of it most the day but dragged around a good part of the morning not completely against my will but enough. I’m lying down. I...
So I've realized lately...
That I’ve been the fucking queen of depression. There are a lot of things I want to be stoked about but I just haven’t the damned energy. I think I’m well overdue for a real vacation, not just away from home but gone, gone. I’ve got cabin fever and it’s catching up with me.
realmacgruber-deactivated201102 asked: Okay, so I dreamt I was walking with my friend from 4th grade when I had to cut through a backyard to avoid a rabid dog. As I did, I was approached by two talking rabbits, who then stole my wallet and were playing "keep-away" with it. I then chased them as my friend told me he had Scooby-Doo's home telephone number and could get them on the trail of my wallet. What do you think...
lostmustard-deactivated20110424 asked: If you could do one thing, any one thing in the world with absolutely no repercussions or consequences, what would it be? Bonus: Why?
aww... I don't get messages or questions anymore.
I’ll never forget the first time I met Shane. She was (is?) married to Bobby Hewitt of former Orgy (band) fame. Also, a porn star and namesake of an entire porn series. I knew who she was married to before I knew anything about her. The first time she came in I was terrified simply because of who she was married to. Silly in retrospect, but I was a kid at the time and very prone to letting...
New Favouritest Thing Ever
Playing balloon volleyball with the boy. <3
I wish other people would STOP making MY decisions for me. Butt the fuck out.
I think I’d be much happier with friends to talk to… or perhaps in a mental facility. At least I’m fairly certain the latter is where I am heading shortly.
I kissed the boy good morning and he smiled. Then he quickly pulled his blanket over his face and went back to sleep. <3 Now he’s rolling around in bed, watching me type. Not quite awake, not completely asleep. I love the days when I don’t have to drag him out of bed. Someday, when he’s older, I’ll let him know he was the only thing keeping me sane.
listening to "Soundgarden - Blow Up The Outside... →
listening to "Audioslave - Be Yourself" →
Someone finds salvation in everyone, another only pain. Someone tries to hide himself down inside himself he prays.
listening to "Soundgarden - Spoonman" →
The boy doesn’t say “food” he says “noms” you have no idea how happy that makes me.