June 2010
112 posts
I feel an episode coming on. Excuse me while I go...
listening to "Ours (LocoStavos) - Miseryhead" →
i’m in a cloud, it’s pulling me down, breaking me down
I’ve had hard time thinking I’ve had the hardest fall I’m drowning and now I’m sinking into it all Remember the words of someone Someone I used to know Love everyone but keep them Far from your soul
May 2010
116 posts
The Beach
It’s been quite a many years since I went to the beach. Actually, the last time I went I was with my then best friend and my fiance headed to Torrance to see the ocean and to visit her grandmothers grave.
I drove her car, a shitty Aveo. Brand new at the time but didn’t have the power to get over the slight hills of Sepulveda blvd.
We got to Zulma Beach first, we walked the shore at...
Really, God? Brittany Murphy's Husband, Art...
(via iamnotdiddy)
And that thing about Cap’n Crunch? Totally fuckin fiending today. NEED more CRUNCH BERRIES. I think it’s all about this Wolverine cup though. Have I mentioned my dorkdom? Seriously… Wolverine + RAPE. Yes.
My number one hooker fantasy involves a moderately attractive hooker, an Amish frock and my house getting cleaned while I sit on my ass.
I would pay her in woolen under clothes.
She wouldn’t know what the fuck.
I woke up talking about hookers this morning. Weird, right? I mean, I know a couple ex-hookers and they’re all drug addicts and fairly dead inside. I don’t really want anything to do with them but they’re my moms friends (from her jailbird days all of two and a half years ago), and I don’t have much of a choice.
I woke up thinking about hookers because I woke up thinking...
I decided today to say “Fuck you depression” and try to be funny even though I feel like shit. I’m tired of the fucking twitter melodrama and the idiots that perpetuate it. Fuck ‘em.
My boy is like Homer in space. The whole potato chip deal? Yeah, that’s him and space is my bed where he tore open the bag of Sour Cream & Onion Ruffles I had gotten for me and ONLY me. I won’t say it’s not adorable but goddamn it, those were MY chips.
He said “I want a hot dog”, this morning. Last night he crawled up next to me and kissed my belly.
Too much...
Big Announcement of Sorts
Announcing this here as currently twitter is the bane of my existence.
I’m pregnant.
11 weeks now and due in December.
Happy and such.
similar to yesterdays post. playing around with...
I know it’s a lot to ask, but I would fucking kill for a day to go by without something being my fault. Without being the center of blame for something ridiculous.
I would love a day to go by where in the end I feel more loved than hated, more happy than sad…
I have the weirdest dreams. Well, I used to anyway. All the time. I still do off and on. Lately they’ve been popping up here and there.
The weird thing is none of the dreams are the same BUT they all take place in the same house. Nearly EVERY single nightmare I’ve ever had has taken place in my head at 12027 Roscoe Blvd in Sun Valley. My godparents old place.
A lot of bad things...
There are far too many people in my bed.
and I didn’t invite a single one of them.
Starfish A Capella
“You should follow @_____ she’s so much like you. You’ll love her!”
I hate that. I don’t mind follow recommendations but I fucking hate THAT.
It’s always someone who is bitchy for the sake of being bitchy. Easily provoked and constantly defensive. That isn’t me. Bitchy? Yes, but usually for comedic value. I can be provoked in real life but online? Fuck...
jascollins asked: what's the best way to learn guitar?
I acquired one, and won new strings for it at the Topanga fiasco. Now all I need is instruction.
I acquired one, and won new strings for it at the Topanga fiasco. Now all I need is instruction.
Cute fucking overload:
First off I got the boy headbanging to East Jesus Nowhere (that I recorded last night, not actually Green Day, because I’m waaay awesomer and my eyeliner is better).
He just sat on my lap and kissed my cheek. I’m dying here.
There shouldn’t be this much cute in my house.
<3
Dead man walking...
to 7-11. I’m not driving anywhere without a hot dog. Oh! And a hot chocolate.
If I end up driving him to work today he WILL die.
Anonymous asked: no boob questions eh.......erm lets talk bout you're ass...........
Anonymous asked: If a tree falls in the middle of a forest and Starfish aint there to see it, is it still Awesome????????????????????????????????????
If I have to listen to this song one more time I’m going to kill myself…
after I post it.
sexmusic:
#1 crush // garbage
download: amazon...
What irks me most about this existence is that I will never be appreciated for who I am but known for what I am not.
