June 2010
112 posts
Day 2
Still covered in hives, though the ones on my face are gone. This is at least somewhat of a plus. My left arm still has some, but I’m so damn pale you can’t really tell. I guess I lucked out in that mine aren’t bright fucking red. Probably because I refuse to scratch them. Now THAT is driving me crazy.
I want to play hooky today but damn it if I don’t need the cash. If I...
I think I’m going to write up what I remember of that super freaky panic dream I had last night. It won’t get out of my head. I can still picture her…
I am now nearly completely covered in hives. I have no idea why and no insurance to find out. No one seems to give a shit either.
I love my family.
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Sad Reminder
Mom: Are you close by?
Starfish: Nope, about 10 miles off. What's up?
Mom: Oh, nothing. I was hoping you were closer. Do you have $2.50? (The exact price of a 40 oz Magnum at the local liquor store)
Starfish: Not sure, I don't think I have any cash actually. Broke, remember?
Mom: I guess you'll have to stop here first then.
Starfish: For what?
Mom: YOU KNOW WHAT!
Starfish: I'm really dizzy and pulling over right now.
Mom: WHAT!?
Starfish: I'm REALLY fucking dizzy and hyperventilating.
Mom: Oh. Call me when you're outside so I can send Anthony out with the money.
practicalmisanthropy asked: Would you accept a hug? It sounds like you may need one.
lostmustard-deactivated20110424 asked: You've been offered two million dollars under the condition you use at least half of it for "good". What would you do with it?
http://aclkwrkstarfish.tumblr.com/ask →
Ask me some questions while I’m away. I get lonely sometimes too.
I'm off to take my mom to the methadone clinic.
Please wake me when this is all over.
Truthful Tuesday
• I can’t remember the last time I was really happy.
• I can count the number of friends I have on one hand. I think my socially triggered panic attacks have a big impact on how many people I let get close to me.
• Some days I can’t decided if music or masturbation is more important.
• Music usually wins, but I’m always afraid that I’m no where near as good as I think I...
I am a "Problem Tenant"
I pay rent, not always in time but always in full as soon as I have it.
I don’t typically complain about the small problems in our apartment and will often opt to fix them myself, but I will complain the second we have a BIG problem (like our goddamn air conditioner that hasn’t worked in 2 months in this sweltering fucking heat).
I don’t do things on a 12 hour notice. Wait! NO...
Police: Vuvuzela noise drives an American nuts →
caraobrien:
BERLIN – German police say an American got so fed up with the constant mosquito-like droning from his neighbors’ vuvuzela plastic horns that he threatened to kill them with an ax.
Police in the Bavarian city of Weiden said Friday the 45-year-old man confronted his neighbors during Thursday’s Netherlands-Cameroon World Cup game wielding the ax.
They said he was so sick of the...
I think I need a hug.
You're Against My Religion
This girl, I’ll call her S because I’m too lazy to come up with a pseudonym, she used to be my best friend. We did nearly everything together and at one point she even lived with me. Her and I used to be a lot alike.
Her mother gave her up for drugs like mine did
She was raised by her grandmother, similar to me being raised by my great grandfather
Both of us were goth kids in a high...
For Those Keeping Track:
Had the 3D ultrasound today. The pictures weren’t clear (it’s very early) BUT, It’s a girl!
and that terrifies me much more than I’m willing to admit.
The boy decided his new favourite game is pinching my belly flab because he likes the slight yelp I give when he does it unexpectedly.
I’m missing corsets like you would not believe.
I haven’t even signed up for classes yet but I’m already feeling like I bit off more than I can chew.
I’d quit if I didn’t think I’d have to actually start first.
Made my appointment for my 3D ultrasound for Sunday. I don’t care about the pictures and DVD and all that madness. I’m more stoked just to find out what I’m having.
This is the fun part. It’s all downhill from here.
Anonymous asked: you're so much lighter than the rest of your family. are you adopted?
I have nothing good to say about Father’s Day, so I won’t say anything at all.
reblog if you can take your bra off with your...
megtastic3d:
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ryanjjohn:
cathairtumbleweeds:
pocketcontents:
factualfiction:
Hell yeah. I can also have an orgasm fully clothed. Big deal…
Ladies, amirite?
thefrogman:
Woooo! I’m freeboobing it!
Okay, confession time. I can’t figure out how to take off a bra at all.
(lovelymorphine / kindracantspell)
Learned that skill at a...
Let’s not get into the who, what and whys…
just know that I’m fucking pissed and about to hit the motherfucking warpath.
idsploder asked: Why do you hate Jared Leto? What if he's a really nice guy?
lostmustard-deactivated20110424 asked: It's me again!
Would you change anything about your life if you could? Would it be something in your current situation, or would you want to change something about your past?
Would you change anything about your life if you could? Would it be something in your current situation, or would you want to change something about your past?
lostmustard-deactivated20110424 asked: Who do I have to blow to get some questions asked of me?
I'll hold it open, you do the filling →
lostmustard-deactivated20110424 asked: Do you think I should be worried that I came home to discover I had lip gloss on my teeth and may have been walking around Walmart like that?
Haha, no. I still looked better than everyone there.
Shit, I answered my own question.
Uh...which was your favorite My Little Pony?
Haha, no. I still looked better than everyone there.
Shit, I answered my own question.
Uh...which was your favorite My Little Pony?
rudencrude asked: How much wood could a woodchuck sell if a woodchuck could sell seashells down by the sea shore?
All these lovey posts today are making me...
jascollins asked: Are you sure you don't know anyone (in Whittier, perhaps?) who could tutor you in math?
Maybe via AIM? *shrug*.
Social studies are problematic, just because the subject is so broad it would be hard to know what to study.
Maybe via AIM? *shrug*.
Social studies are problematic, just because the subject is so broad it would be hard to know what to study.