September 2010
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The worst part of going to sleep these days seems to be the nightmares. I’ve had them forever, some ridiculous some terrifying. Lately, the unsettling ones have been the most prominent. Last night I dreamt that a girl who used to be a good friend of mine killed herself. That didn’t bother me so much as it left me disoriented. I saw the suicide and the funeral. Being an omnipresence is...
Sep 1st
Truthful Tuesday?
I bat at balls like a fucking cat minus the claws…. usually.
Sep 1st
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August 2010
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Aug 29th
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listening to "Ella Fitzgerald - Let →
I would KILL to sound like this woman. Duet with Louis Armstrong.
Aug 29th
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at 26 I'm still a typical goth kid
I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Aug 29th
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Aug 29th
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Aug 29th
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realmacgruber-deactivated201102 asked: It’s been suggested that I could have a “harem of hotties” on tumblr, which got me thinking (and that’s never a good thing)…

You are now officially part of my harem. I apologize if you didn’t necessarily want to be part of it—you just are. I mean, there is an aspect of involuntariness to a harem in the first place, right?

But...
Aug 28th
listening to "Metallica - The Unnamed Feeling... →
Aug 27th
listening to "Metallica - The Unforgiven II (High... →
Aug 27th
listening to "Metallica - Cyanide" →
Aug 27th
listening to "Johnny Cash - Hurt (Nine Inch Nails... →
Aug 27th
listening to "Nick Cave - Boys Next Door -... →
Aug 27th
listening to "gloomy Sunday - einsamer Sonntag -... →
Aug 27th
listening to "Nirvana - You Know You →
Aug 27th
listening to "nine inch nails - eraser" →
Aug 27th
listening to "Soundgarden - Like Suicide" →
Aug 27th
listening to "Fade to Black - Metallica (studio... →
Aug 27th
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Aug 26th
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lostmustard-deactivated20110424 asked: Where have you been, young lady?
Aug 26th
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Entertain me, bitches.  →
Aug 26th
And now as a follow up...
Because we all know how well a suicide diatribe goes after posting an ultrasound photo, I’ll spare you.
Aug 26th
Aug 26th
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Well, the good news is I finally got the internet squared away. Sometime in the next week I’ll have internet at home and not have to leech from the in laws. I can’t wait, not just for the porn but for the fact that I can take 16 mi off my 80 mi a day drive. Also, not having to see my father in law in his underwear is a HUGE plus. Now, let’s just hope I don’t actually get...
Aug 23rd
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Aug 23rd
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Aug 22nd
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Aug 22nd
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Aug 22nd
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listening to "Metallica - Last Caress/Green Hell" →
Aug 20th
listening to "Suicidal... →
Aug 20th
listening to "Rob Zombie - Blitzkrieg Bop" →
Aug 20th
listening to "Garbage- I Just Wanna Have Something... →
Aug 20th
listening to "The Offspring-I wanna be Sedated" →
Aug 20th
Now if you’ll forgive the distraction… on to your regularly scheduled programming: So yeah, I have no internets at home anymore. I also don’t have a job as of October. I don’t know what the fuck I’m gonna do so…. *sigh*
Aug 19th
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Aug 13th
listening to "Garbage - #1 Crush" →
I would die for you. wait… not you.
Aug 13th
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listening to "Metallica - The Unnamed Feeling" →
Aug 13th
I Have Internet In My Bathroom: Day 3
I could get used to this. Yeah, it’s a little weird but the boy brings his pillow and lays by me while I dick around online. It’s not terrible and sure as hell beats not having anything at all. I’m easy to please. Please don’t pee in my office. It’s distracting and gross.
Aug 11th
mrsock-deactivated20111129-deac asked: Quick! How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood? Also, factor in that said woodchuck has a chainsaw.
Aug 10th
listening to "Stabbing Westward - Save Yourself" →
If I must be lonely, I think I’d rather be alone.
Aug 9th
Aug 9th
Holy shit! I'm on the internet! AT HOME!
now… shhh… you’re totally not supposed to know that. Just turned my bathroom into the pimpest office EVER. That said, someone bring me a coffee plzkthx.
Aug 9th
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One of those updates...
My mom was in the hospital for the last week. Still not 100% sure why but she had 5 blood transfusions and still minimal information. Anyhow, today they let her go home. On the way to get her, her boyfriend was pulled over and arrested. Now he faces possbily 18 years and deportation. Lovely. I’m dealing because I have to and there’s no way in hell my brothers can do it alone. My mom...
Aug 7th
Aug 6th
Hay Guys
This checking in every three days is wearing thin. Some of you were following my old twitter account AClkwrkStarfish, however, because I deleted it and changed my mind (I have boobs, I’m allowed to do stupid things) you might not be following me now even with the same name. I have far more access to twitter than I do tumblr for the moment so please be dears and re-follow or continue...
Aug 3rd
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