Watching my belly twitch is weird sometimes.
About the rant.
I’m understandably upset that my sons grandfather just got taken away from him for at least the next 10 months. I’m pissed off that my brothers are without their dad and none of them are old enough to get a job without school approval (with their grades, they won’t get it). I feel sorry for my mom who is unemployable despite her odd optimism. It’s really fucked up to...
jascollins asked: WTF ever happened to the statute of limitations?
They gave him two fucking years. Two years for a twenty year old fucking drug offense. Really? You’re going to take a man away from his family that he is the ONLY method of support for? 3 fucking minor kids (one autistic) AND his grandson left with no one. What kind of fucking bullshit is this?
I think I can tolerate the new girl. She’s not terribly bright but she takes direction well. Asks a lot of annoying questions (what I’m having for lunch REALLY isn’t her business, especially when she’s standing right behind me while I’m eating it.) but generally does what she’s told. I intimidate her, and I am totally taking that to my advantage. The prospect...
dixieangel-deactivated20101006 asked: You got stopped by a cop who tells you were speeding. Do you explain some made up story as to why you were speeding or deny it and try to get out of it?
ripslich asked: do you like finding out about someone's riddled past early on in a relationship? later on? through smoke signals? semaphore?
Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can’t...– Mariah Carey
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I had meant to post this last night. RIP Cliff.
My brother and his first girlfriend of a week have officially broken up. He’s not really sure why but he couldn’t be happier. Him: Why are you breaking up with me? Her: I don’t know. Him: Alright, later. The next thing he did was run up to his best friend, shouting “I’m free!”, only he didn’t realize she had followed him. It’s okay, she’s...
There is no unhappy like this unhappy. Sometimes my life reminds me of the end of Valley of the Dolls (book, anyhow). No resolution, just emptiness.
Nightmares again… this time I woke up with a massive panic attack. Awesome. Now suffering the migraine after. I probably won’t be able to sleep tonight.
A Funny Thing Happened To Me On My Way To Buy...
(The Tampon Story) It’s funny how one thing leads to another and next thing you know you’re being deported. This is one of those stories. Back in 1992 my mom, her boyfriend and my 5 year old brother were running some of the usual errands before heading home for the night. Last stop would be the liquor store to pick up my moms tampons. Her boyfriend, being the ever so chill guy that...
is all I have left of work. Of course that also means the next 6 days are going to be a pain in my ass because she realizes this and is using me to my potential I suppose. It’s all simple stuff but all stuff that could’ve been done months ago when it first needed to be done. Like our business cards. We’ve been out for ages, last night at 20 til closing she decides I need to...
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I’m having one of those alone and miserable moments. This being responsible bullshit is for the birds.
Anonymous asked: Do you think you are a courteous person? Or do you not give some people a chance to get to know?
It’s weird, I haven’t had a dream in days. Nothing bad, nothing good… just nothing. Somehow this is even more unsettling.
I’ve never been with anyone who “loved me for me” always something needed to be changed to make me “lovable”. *sigh*
It's been another one of those weeks...
I don’t know what it is about my family and making a bad situation worse. Maybe it’s me. Maybe my own depression stops me from seeing any good that they do but the more I think about it the more I doubt it. I’m fucked up, but these people are their own special kind of fucked up. My uncle tried to kill himself a couple nights ago. His son was the one that killed himself about a...